11.29.2002

i ate entirely too much yesterday. it was good though.
im here, hangin out with my cat. .. and unfortunately, my brother. and 54678 dogs. i *heart* my kitty. he's so cute and fat!! i just wanna squeeze him!!
i cant wait until i can get my own place and have him there.

my brother is going to die.

11.25.2002

alright, tomorrow im going home. after class. have a FABULOUS thanksgiving.
everything will be great for me! lots of plans! ;D
BYE!!
*big hug* for joe.
IT'S ALMOST TURKEY DAY!!! YAY!!!
going home tomorrow!! WOOT WOOT!!!
29 Quotes Taken From Actual Medical Records

1. By the time he was admitted, his rapid heart had stopped, and he was feeling better.
2. Patient has chest pain if she lies on her left side for over a year.
3. On the second day the knee was better and on the third day it had completely disappeared.
4. She has had no rigors or shaking chills, but her husband states she was very hot in bed last night.
5. The patient has been depressed ever since she began seeing me in 1983
6. Patient was released to outpatient department without dressing.
7. I have suggested that he loosen his pants before standing, and then, when he stands with the help of his wife, they should fall to the floor.
8. The patient is tearful and crying constantly. She also appears to be depressed.
9. Discharge status: Alive but without permission.
10. The patient will need disposition, and therefore we will get Dr. Blank to dispose of him.
11. Healthy appearing decrepit 69 year-old male, mentally alert but forgetful.
12. The patient refused an autopsy.
13. The patient has no past history of suicides.
14. The patient expired on the floor uneventfully.
15. Patient has left his white blood cells at another hospital.
16. The patient's past medical history has been remarkably insignificant with only a 40 pound weight gain in the past three days.
17. She slipped on the ice and apparently her legs went in separate directions in early December.
18. The patient experienced sudden onset of severe shortness of breath with a picture of acute pulmonary edema at home while having sex which gradually deteriorated in the emergency room.
19. The patient had waffles for breakfast and anorexia for lunch.
20. Between you and me, we ought to be able to get this lady pregnant.
21. The patient was in his usual state of good health until his airplane ran out of gas and crashed.
22. Since she can't get pregnant with her husband, I thought you would like to work her up.
23. She is numb from her toes down.
24. While in the ER, she was examined, X-rated and sent home.
25. The skin was moist and dry.
26. Occasional, constant, infrequent headaches.
27. Coming from Detroit, this man has no children.
28. Patient was alert and unresponsive.
29. When she fainted, her eyes rolled around the room.

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11.24.2002

quick. find me a boy. one that fits all of my criteria, has everything i want in a boy. one that i dont fight with every 5 minutes. one that i would have a perfect relationship with.
quick. find him for me and send him my way.
eating popcorn and drinking cranberry juice. talking to E. should do homework. slept until 1:30.. went to bed at 3. in pj's still. upset. confused. sad. pissed. unsure.

11.23.2002

for follow up on battle of the bands.. etc. go to here. its another blog i use.. shared with my most awesome super duper best friend E!
its quite nice.
looks similar to this one actually. :P

11.22.2002

off to the battle of the bands tonite at the orbit room!
i hope it doesnt suck.
its so depressing when you look out your window and its not even 6pm and its completely dark.
yikes. those spagetti O's gave me some indigestion. hm. never have before.
ah well.
as much as i try and try, i just cant seem to do my DAMN HOMEWORK!! must.. try.. again..
ok, so we're gonna go to bed. goodnite moto..

11.21.2002

yep.
yea, so S is doing her homework. has been all day. is almost done. moi? oh no ononononononono. nothing. nada. NOTHING. but tomorrow, yes tomorrow. i will get my shit done. i have to.

11.20.2002

check this out! so, fri dec 13th is jackass right, and Calibretto 13 plays saturday! i didnt think it was going to be the same weekend, but alright! PLUS thats the end of the semester! that's going to be the grandest weekend of all! OF ALL I TELL YOU!

11.17.2002

H to the izzo..
:sigh: my weekend was wonderful.. im not going into every detail.. but i had a great time. i got to hang out with my mom and my dad, and my family. and my dear friends (sadly, not all of them), and i got to see one of the sweetest people that i've ever met. i went to her house today and stayed for 2 hours. she's the best. i love her.
a great great super duper weekend!
got tickets for "dont try this at home" , that jackass thing. its gonna rawk!
the way my weekend ended, this evening, was not cool. we fought. it was big. i said something i shouldnt have. he called me something horrible. he's sorry. im upset. if that wouldnt have happened, it would have been perfect.

11.15.2002

yayayayayayayay!!!!! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

11.14.2002

ok, im off to the shower now.
tomorrow's MY BIRTHDAY!! yay!
i hate it when i get like this.
but this is nothing. it used to be sooo bad. and this is nothing. i just got excited because 'he' said he'd go somewhere with me after i asked Him to go.. and he said he didnt wanna spend the money. so i said fine you're uninvited. ask (him) if he'll go with me. so He asked him, and he's like yea sure. so i got excited. if it werent for that, then i wouldnt be trying to force back the beginnings of these feelings that i've locked up.
double oi.
seriously. i'll be better tomorrow.
and then .. i think about Him.. my guy. how he loves me soooo much. and i love him. and we're both just silly. and we dont care about much. just a couple of geeks. we have so much fun. and we love each other. and we make love.. its just so amazing. could the 'him' thing be purely physical? im thinking.. yes. but he has a big nose. i dont know. ohh... his voice. my Him doesnt have that ..oooo hot hot sexy voice. but he does.
oi.
im such a mess.
i'll stick with mine. because i love Him. and i'll push him out of my mind.
yes. there's the ticket.
oh goodness me. for the LONGEST time i was so obsessed and infatuated with him. even when i was with Him. we've been together for a year and a half. i got over him because im with Him. i've been over him for.. oh, a couple of months. when i did like him it would get really really bad, then not so bad.
i think its coming back. after months of being fine and not thinking about him. .. i think it might be coming back.
*sigh*
i'll talk myself out of it, and just tell myself that friends is good. even though we're not close friends, thats what we have to be. because im with Him, and the other him.. has 3 girls after him. 2 of which he likes back. one he thinks is super duper hot and cool (she's asian), the other he loved and was with for almost 2 years, and the last is obsessed with him and is a little annoying, and he doesnt like her back. (no im not talking about me.)
so i have NO chance at all. he's got his pick of basically anyone he wants.
get over it. just.. get over it.
im almost done with my first draft of my research paper. its not that great. its ok.. but it needs work. i wish i wasnt an ass and had started it sooner..
i need to get my shit DONE tomorrow. friday im leaving at 12 to go home for the weekend FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!!
so i wont be here to do work. *sigh* so. i need to do it tomorrow. finsih my research paper, finish my anger paper and possibly start a new one if that one sucks really bad, and revise my music one.. that should be easy though. i have to change like 2 things or something. its been revised a lot. so thats basically done. anyway. i do believe that im going to bed.

11.11.2002

i actually did some homework! WOOT WOOT! not a ton, but enough for me to be like "damn, i did my work and i feel good BITCH!!!"
now, to finish my essay, and DO my research paper... thats a whole other story. i need to get my damn research paper going and DONE by wednesday. heh, wont happen. i'd like to have some of it though. just so someone can read it over. oi.
i feel fat today. no good.

11.09.2002

just 6 more days!!!
switched to a new blog.
yippee!!